Okay, so I'm not over him.
After being high all weekend, I've thought quite a bit. I'M NOT OVER HIM. How could I give him up?! What the hell is wrong with me? So today I wrote him a note. A very loverly note...
I miss the way you treat me
So tenderly, so lovingly
I miss the way you look at me
Your eyes ever-changing, like glass
I miss the way you hold my hand
I miss the way you sang to me
So softly, so passionately
Do you still feel for me the way he used to?
Be true to yourself.
Just give me an answer.
I miss the way you used to treat me
So tenderly, so lovingly.
I'll never meet anyone like you
And that's what's sad.
Close your eyes and hold me.
Love me like vibrance in white and black.
You never know what you have...
Until you give it up.
And that's the note. I wrote it after making a complete ass out of myself when I was high in 1st period. Hooray. Anyways. He can do one of three things... He could.. Say he still loves me, but refuses to get back with me because I've broken his heart one time too many, Get back with me, or say he hates me and really mean it. Heh... So yeah. After that, I ate some cookies because I felt sorry for myself. A lot of the stuff in the note, has a lot of extra meaning because of previous notes. Like "Vibrance in black and white" He said that was how he loved me once in a note. And I still have that note. And if he'd give me another chance. I'd love him with all my heart.
Anyways. Bass. <3
HYS was fun. It went by pretty quickly. I did better than first chair. PWND. Conductor says I used too much bow on the 8th note runs in the Mozart Impresario Concerto though. I don't know how to fix that. :/ I guess I just have to sit down and work on bow technique for like an hour. Must... Improve.... Heh. And I'm having some trouble with all the accidentals in the middle of the piece. But other than that, all is good. He also said he wanted Adrian and I to experiment on getting the best deep, rich, full, passionate sound out of our bass by pizzing up and not out to the side. Sectional teacher showed us this technique of like... pinching the string with your pizz finger and thumb and just pulling it up and out. Like on a ski slope. It's hard to explain. And it's hard to do without making the string hit the fingerboard and making it buzz. It's also hard not to do so much vibrato that the notes are "twangy." Apparently, I have a problem with that. I guess I'm just used to a LOT of vibrato. Not necesarilly pitch wise, but I move my hand pretty fast. Out of every bassist I've seen, I personally think my vibrato is the prettiest, and that's not being full of myself.
No FBSO rehearsal Tuesday... I was going to work on my duo with Jennifer, but her sister-in-law died. :/ So TUESDAY NIGHT IS FREE! Hurrah. Wednesday is lessons...
Today I have therapy and DivorceCare. Hopefully, Will will be there. Make things funner. I can invite him to toke. ;)
Crossfire last night was great. I got this random guy I'd JUST met to drive me around the parking lot REALLY fast and do donuts. I think his name was Kevin... Lol.
I'm out. *muah*
I miss the way you treat me
So tenderly, so lovingly
I miss the way you look at me
Your eyes ever-changing, like glass
I miss the way you hold my hand
I miss the way you sang to me
So softly, so passionately
Do you still feel for me the way he used to?
Be true to yourself.
Just give me an answer.
I miss the way you used to treat me
So tenderly, so lovingly.
I'll never meet anyone like you
And that's what's sad.
Close your eyes and hold me.
Love me like vibrance in white and black.
You never know what you have...
Until you give it up.
And that's the note. I wrote it after making a complete ass out of myself when I was high in 1st period. Hooray. Anyways. He can do one of three things... He could.. Say he still loves me, but refuses to get back with me because I've broken his heart one time too many, Get back with me, or say he hates me and really mean it. Heh... So yeah. After that, I ate some cookies because I felt sorry for myself. A lot of the stuff in the note, has a lot of extra meaning because of previous notes. Like "Vibrance in black and white" He said that was how he loved me once in a note. And I still have that note. And if he'd give me another chance. I'd love him with all my heart.
Anyways. Bass. <3
HYS was fun. It went by pretty quickly. I did better than first chair. PWND. Conductor says I used too much bow on the 8th note runs in the Mozart Impresario Concerto though. I don't know how to fix that. :/ I guess I just have to sit down and work on bow technique for like an hour. Must... Improve.... Heh. And I'm having some trouble with all the accidentals in the middle of the piece. But other than that, all is good. He also said he wanted Adrian and I to experiment on getting the best deep, rich, full, passionate sound out of our bass by pizzing up and not out to the side. Sectional teacher showed us this technique of like... pinching the string with your pizz finger and thumb and just pulling it up and out. Like on a ski slope. It's hard to explain. And it's hard to do without making the string hit the fingerboard and making it buzz. It's also hard not to do so much vibrato that the notes are "twangy." Apparently, I have a problem with that. I guess I'm just used to a LOT of vibrato. Not necesarilly pitch wise, but I move my hand pretty fast. Out of every bassist I've seen, I personally think my vibrato is the prettiest, and that's not being full of myself.
No FBSO rehearsal Tuesday... I was going to work on my duo with Jennifer, but her sister-in-law died. :/ So TUESDAY NIGHT IS FREE! Hurrah. Wednesday is lessons...
Today I have therapy and DivorceCare. Hopefully, Will will be there. Make things funner. I can invite him to toke. ;)
Crossfire last night was great. I got this random guy I'd JUST met to drive me around the parking lot REALLY fast and do donuts. I think his name was Kevin... Lol.
I'm out. *muah*
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