I loaaathe school
School sucks. I get teased, and go crazy. Like today... I just went psycho until I asked my teacher if I could just go to the orchestra room and play bass. So I practiced for a good 45 minutes nonstop with Capuzzi, Mozart, Liszt, and Saint-Saense. Some tough stuff... Kind of. I worked up a huge sweat and all the beginner's were WOAH like crazy. Makes me feel kinda cool. Top bassist at the school and everything. And the bassist in the room was one of my ex-students. Heh. I don't even teach anymore. Le sigh. There goes my paycheck. So like. I called this guy a jackass and then he screams, "OMG I'M GOING TO GO CUT MYSELF NOW" Stab. Made me cry... Lunch sucked, Monty was sarcastic and hurt my feelings, Jake was all like... "Go awaaaay." No one wants me around. Tra la la. God, why are you TESTING ME?! But I'll follow through. I have faith. And I didn't cut today, even though I reallllllly wanted to. But I did punch a brick wall a bunch. >.<
Phwoar. And I might be moving to Ohio or Louisiana. If I'm lucky, I'll stay in Texas. *sigh* What kind of orchestras are there in Louisiana and Ohio that I can get into?! Here, there's Rice, HYS, FBSO, Andrew, I'm loved for being a musician. Rice and then the Houston Symphony is my dream. It's what I've always wanted. *sigh* What to do? Just. Shoot. Me. :D
Oh yeah. I've developed bulimia. And I'm addicted to diet pills. And I feel like crap all the time.
HIP HIP HOORAY!
Phwoar. And I might be moving to Ohio or Louisiana. If I'm lucky, I'll stay in Texas. *sigh* What kind of orchestras are there in Louisiana and Ohio that I can get into?! Here, there's Rice, HYS, FBSO, Andrew, I'm loved for being a musician. Rice and then the Houston Symphony is my dream. It's what I've always wanted. *sigh* What to do? Just. Shoot. Me. :D
Oh yeah. I've developed bulimia. And I'm addicted to diet pills. And I feel like crap all the time.
HIP HIP HOORAY!
posted by The Wandering Bard at 1:18 PM
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Drewpy, where's your blog? I can't find it... Anyways. If I moved to LA, it'd be around New Orleans because that's where my dad grew up and he wants to help rebuild his home city. If I move there... I'll be sure to get in further contact with you. What kind of schooling is in LA? And I know a little of Ohio... I e-mail back and forth with the author of Inner-game of music, who's also the principle bassist for the Columbus Symphony. I think... Except, that requires a college degree or whatever and I'm in 8th grade. Do you know of any cool community orchestras/symphonys in the NO region? Thanks for all your help!
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