Boom! Headshot!

LMFAO! Parents are retarded... So like. I'm bored. Being shipped off today. Nobody called me. :( Anyways. So I like pie. :D

Friday - Suspended for tripping at school
Saturday - Saw Chris and was given an ounce of pot
Sunday - dad took the pot and I went psycho
Monday - BECAUSE of going psycho, I'm now being sent off for a few months. More like... 5.

Teh Trip of my life

Holy flippin retarded monkeys. Yesterday, starting at 11am until this moment I had the best trip in my life. BUT! Before we start, PLEASE take note that I *DID* end up in the ER, wondering I was going to die. I was puking everywhere at school and I was hearing the most ABSURD things.

So. Yesterday morning, my mother would not wake up, so I skipped Latin. I was chilling while her my brother were still sleeping and when the first period bell should've rang for school. EVENTUALLY, everyone got up. Since we were already late, I asked mom if we could go get cokes. I was not thinking of looking in the pharmacy aisle at this time. So we went in, I saw pills at the front counter and thought, "TRIPLE C's!!" Never tried before, why not try 'em? Everyone say's they're freaking wonderful. So. Somehow, I mannage to find the appropriate box with the appropriate pills - the ORIGINAL Triple C, not an off brand. *sigh* So I stick it in my pocket, pick up a coke, pay, walk out the door. Put the box in my purse... Got to school. Before I walked up to first period, I popped the first 8. It was okay... It didn't hit me, so I decided in the middle of second period that I'd pop the rest of them. BAD IDEA!!! They alllll kicked in orchestra. I felt like I was drunk as HELL. It was REALLLLLY fun at first. I was having the best trip of my life. So I went "to the restroom" to go find Tina. Found her... No idea how, but I did. So I went up to her and I was like, "Duuuuuuuuuuuuude" And I just couldn't stop laughing. Cool at the time, but pretty lame if you were a bystander. So0o, she tries to walk me back to class. I'm like. Screw that. So I walk by myself up the stairs to math. Dear lord... I go up to Sean and I'm like, "I CAN'T BE IN CLASS LIKE THIS!! I'M A MOTHER FING VEGETABLE!! I HAVE NO BRAIN!!" So Sean says, "Then go home. Just leave the class room, walk out the door, and GO HOME!" So I'm like. ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!?!?!? Anyways. So the teachers come in and the give us a math assessment. Things like 5 + (-7) I couldn't do it to save my life. I was SO out of it. And then I throw up. I run to the bathroom, puke a couple times, walk downstairs to the nurses office and tried to call my mum at work. This is where the WEIRD comes in. It was like a freaking acid trip. So this guy came in with a little cut on his knee and I KNOW this is not what they're saying, but this is what I heard.

"Okay. It won't stop bleeding. The only other option is to amputate." <-- WTF?!?!
"Well, do you have the fine saw?"
"No, the only one I have is the rusty saw."
"Okay, well get the rusty saw and we'll amputate."

Then I saw them looking at the little counter with all the crap for cuts and stuff on it and I started yelling and everyone was staring at me, and then they simply but a bandaid on his knee. WTF?!?! So then I went to go throw up again. And again. Mom comes. Throw up again. Call poison control. ER. Throw up water. Throw up nothingness. Sit in the ER for 2 hours. See a doctor. Eat in the hospital. Blah, blah, blah. They monitored me for 2 more hours, said I was fine, and then sent me home. While I was still high. So that was kinda cool... So I go home and call some people. Have VERY interesting conversations. And then. I got knocked out and fell asleep. And that brings us to TODAY.

Which is the day, CHRIS IS GETTING OUT!!! *throws a party*

So. Moral of the story. Wait like... 4 hours before you decide to take more if it hasn't kicked in. And if it's your first time taking Triple C, only take like 8 or 9. In fact. Just don't take it. Well... Eh. Iono.

ABCs

ABC'S

A - Available: Nope.
A - Age: 14
A - Annoyance: OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR ARMS?~!?!?!?
B - Best Friends: Kaci and Sheila and Krista.
B - Bar: <333
B - Birthday: 9/27
C - Crush: Chris.
C - Car: F-150 - black, axels raised
C - Cat(s): Spellbound
D - Pets Name: Fisihes...
D - Dads Name: James
D - Dog: Hidei
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Krista
E - Eggs: YUM!
E - Email: G-mail
F - Favorite Color: Red, purple, or black. Anything neon. Anything pastel/
F - Food: TACO BELL
F - Foreign slang: what the _ y hell?
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: worms
G - God: yes
G - Good Time: Night
H - Hair Color: , r, auburn, green
H - Height: 5’6
H - Happy: Sure
I - Ice Cream: Cookies n Cream
I - Instrument: Piano and Bass
I - Idol: Les Claypool
J - Jewelry: I'm lovin it
J - Job: Teaching
J - Joke: Uhm. You might be a redneck if your new TV stand is your old TV
K - Kids: none
K - Karate: no thanks
K - Kung Fu: hustle?
L - Longest Car Ride: 4 days to Ohio
L - Longest Relationship: 10 months. :(
L - Love: 'Sokay when you got the right person.
M - Milk Flavor: Chocolate
M - Mothers Name: Jo
M - Movie Last Watched: NoteBook
N - Number of Siblings: primus (LAtin - 1)
N - Northern or Southern: Southern
N - Name: Victoria
O - One Wish: Chris to love me.
O - One Phobia: Shaving my head.
O - Otter Pop: wtf?
P - Parents are they married or divorced: divorced
P - Part of your appearance you like best: My lips and eyes
P - Part of your personality you like best: My humor/sarcasm
Q - Quote: durrr... 'It's not where we stand that matters, but where we're moving."
Q - Question for the next person: Would you chase me around in your underwear?
Q - Quick or Slow: Slow
R - Reason to smile: Love
R - Reality TV Show: Eww.
R - Right or Left: Left
S - Song Last Heard: Bohemian Rhapsody
S - Season: Fall/Winter
S - : Female
T - Time you woke up: 5:00am
T - Time Now: 8:33pm
T - Time for bed: 2am
U - Unknown Fact about me: I can't swim.
U - Unicorns: THEY'RE REAL GOD DAMN IT!
U - U are: Pretty.
V - Vegetable you : Brocilli
V - Vegetable you love: Carrots
V - View on Politics: it’s all retarded
W- Worst Habits: cussing
W- Where are you going to travel next: Ohio
W- Watchful: I've got my eye on you o_0
X - X-Rays: broken arm?
X - - : HAWWWWWWWWWT
X - X-tra special someone: Chris.
Y - Year you were born: 91
Y - Year it is now: 06
Y - Yellow: Only if it's neon.
Z - Zoo Animal: ZEBRA
Z - Zodiac: Libra
Z - Zoolander: <3 Will Ferrel

Running Again

I feel accomplished. In gym, we were supposed to play Frisbee or we had the choice of running the Bobcat Trail again. I decided to run again, so I ran a mile, did 30 sit ups, and ran another mile. I feel so0o good. And I've been eating very well. I just hate be sweaty all the time. But at least I'm not stinky. :P So yeah! I totally deleted my post about my *boyfriend.* His name's Chris. I met him at the hospital... He was there because of a lie though. His mum's an ice head and she called the cops on him and made up all this bullshit. Anyways, he's the most respectful, sweetest, nicest guy I've EVER met. He opened doors for me, he pushed my chair in and out, he threw away my things when I insisted I do it. We kissed at the end of the day, and Oh My Gosh. It was the most sincere kiss I've ever had in my life. It was actually meaningful. It felt SO right. So yeah. He makes me happy. HE should be home by Friday, so I'll call him then. If he doesn't call me before. But anyways... *sweating* He used to be a street car racer. :D Dad's really freaked out by that. Lol. So... I'm going to go. Check ya.

I hate my dog.

My dog ate my Care Bear. Freaking son of a... Phwoar. Anyways. Crossfire last night was cool, I went to a pool party at Sam's house for Kevin... Got to flaunt my penguin bikini. Lol. Just kidding. And then today therapy SUCKED, she kept bringing up my attempt and she wouldn't leave me alone about it. I told her I didn't want to freaking talk about it because it'd make me cry. And then she brings in the whole family to discuss how disfunctional we are and how my parents are now officially divorced and it just pisses me off! Okay. Enough ranting. SO! HYS was cool. I did a LOT better for not playing for 17 days straight than I thought I would. I got most of the runs, except for the last one in Impresario Concerto. I'm waiting for tomorrow night because Chris should be home by then so I can call. I left a message on his cell yesterday. Wow. I'm really pissed off. I was on this thiny, and Sheila was like, "Yeah, my best friend, Sabrina, doesn't want me to talk to anyone from the hospital because she doesn't want you to fill my head with "Bad Thoughts." So I said, "Okay. I respect that. We're both better now, but whatever. I get it if you don't want to talk to me anymore." GRR! And I messaged her girlfriend too. I thought she'd be all like, "I'm too good to talk to you!" because that's how Sheila portrayed her, but she's pretty cool. Anyways. Pissed, pissed, pissed. Gimme some B_o_o_Z_e.

Good Lord..

God damn... Okay. So I lost 11lbs in the hospital from walking and not eating the dog food they served. And I just lost about 3lbs in freaking water weight from running the bobcat trail - 2 miles straight. I feel like I'm going to die, but it's cool. 15 more lbs and I'll be good for Beach Bash. :D Time for sever workout. My face is thinner, my stomach doesn't stick out as much anymore, and I lost weight in my hips. Wewt.

I'm alive.

I'm alive. Tried to kill myself. ODed. Spent 16 days in a hospital.

RICE!!

Bah. That last comment made me cry.

Tonight I'm going to Rice with Krista to see a Shakespeare play and visit her cousin and to dinner and to meet her mother. Hurrah. I <3 Rice. :D And I love Shakespeare. Taming of the Shrewd is probably my favourite. Today I freaking FINALLY went shopping. Went to Ross and bought two shirts. A fender one with a skull, and a diamond checkerboard one. Both are black and pink. <3 E>

Anyways. I'm trying to be all happy, but it's not working very well. I can't help but think who sent me that last comment. I miss Monty. *tear*

I've thrown away everything wonderful in my life, except for music and even that doesn't even make me happy anymore.

I want to play Runescape. :(