BLC
Krista and Monty got BLC. Poor Krista... Poor Monty...
I'm so out of it I might cry. In therapy we managed to establish that my meds don't work anymore and that I have to get them changed and that I'm no longer happy, nor motivated whatsoever. It's pretty pathetic. I feel like crap. I going out in public unless I'm wearing the baggiest sweat shirt ever, because I've gained 40lbs since I've been put on that STUPID med. And I want off it but dad said no because of the smoking. And I'm sooo out of shape, my legs ache, it hurts to go up stairs. So. I'm joining a soccer team! Heh. Heh. Hahaa. Hahahaha. AHAHAHAHAHA! Me. Soccer. Actually, if you must know. I used to play soccer a load when I was little. I was on an all 's team for a couple of seasons, and I also played soft ball. So NYEAH! And I played Soccer every day of elementary school at recess. So. In your face motha. And I want people to come to my games when the season starts. Hurrah. I'm sure Kaci will. :P <3
Anyways.
I miss cutting.
:D
I'm so out of it I might cry. In therapy we managed to establish that my meds don't work anymore and that I have to get them changed and that I'm no longer happy, nor motivated whatsoever. It's pretty pathetic. I feel like crap. I going out in public unless I'm wearing the baggiest sweat shirt ever, because I've gained 40lbs since I've been put on that STUPID med. And I want off it but dad said no because of the smoking. And I'm sooo out of shape, my legs ache, it hurts to go up stairs. So. I'm joining a soccer team! Heh. Heh. Hahaa. Hahahaha. AHAHAHAHAHA! Me. Soccer. Actually, if you must know. I used to play soccer a load when I was little. I was on an all 's team for a couple of seasons, and I also played soft ball. So NYEAH! And I played Soccer every day of elementary school at recess. So. In your face motha. And I want people to come to my games when the season starts. Hurrah. I'm sure Kaci will. :P <3
Anyways.
I miss cutting.
:D
posted by The Wandering Bard at 11:35 AM
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